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wonferful place by mira fligene

It bothers me how I was yet lied to again. I was told by two people that I thought would have been very close friends to me, that they would never leave me. Or at least, they would do their best efforts to keep in touch and continue on being my friend. None of them kept their promise. Because like everyone else, they left within one to two months. They moved the fuck on and I was left with their broken promises. People wonder why I always keep to myself, and this is why. Because every time I begin opening up, people leave. They just get up and go as if they finished reading the book about me and now they are moving onto a new book. I keep telling myself that nobody means it when they say they’ll try to stay apart of my life and not be like the rest, but then I keep telling myself that maybe this time it will be different. And every time, I am wrong. It is idiotic of me to think that people will change because they do not. Maybe just a little, but not a lot. I am so sick of people just coming in and out of my life. I am not some rest stop you come to when you are out of fuel and need to be regenerated.

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"I would not say that I am emotionless, but most of the time, I have a hard time feeling feelings. I have the worst time showing emotions."
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"I am lonely. I have been lonely. I know how to survive loneliness and live independently. I know how to just have a couple of trusting friends. I know how to live without a partner. So when I am giving a few more friends, and a partner, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to react. I love the company and how it feels to talk and be around them, but I am not sure how to keep them. It is just, I have been alone and good on my own for so long, company is weird to me. I have a hard time trying to socialize and keep conversations and satisfy them."
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"I could never get tired of you."

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